Is this progress?

I think I'm highly motivated but I'm really scared. I have committed to the Digital Altitude thing and Im borrowing pretty expensive money to do it. I'm hoping (banking on) that as they promise I will be earning enough in a few weeks to pay off the money I'm borrowing and pay the costs of continuing in the program.  The concepts of digital marketing fascinate me and since I have been unsuccessful finding an income stream anywhere else and don't want to get involved with another law firmthis seems worth the effort.  This morning the first thing I couldn't wait to go online, check my mail, listen to the daily audio post and then I started looking at NJ Bar listings to see if I could find email links.  Harder than it looks. I definitely need the training that I hope I will get from Digital.